Negative Nancy

There are days where I feel so negative, in the moment I don't care, it's later realizing everything I should be so thankful and positive for that I feel like a heel. BUT people are stupid. The drop-off-pick-up line at school...pull forward, do not leave a whole car length between you and the car in front of you...if even 3 people do that, then there are at least 3 cars still in the road...just pull forward OMG. I just don't use the dopu line anymore, well until my daughter tells me I'm annoying or embarrassing her and she wants to be dropped off. She still likes me to walk her to her line, smooch and hug her and then "you can leave, MoM". The lady that corners me and I cannot get away and she's weird...she's just weird...I do not need to know all the tmi stuff you are telling me...You can mention you have your period, but you do not need to describe the color to me...I don't care that your husband stopped drinking pop in May...It's your own fault your 19yr old son doesn't do his own laundry...you make your daughter anxious and I can see it with my own two eyes, she probably does not need a neurologist... This lady makes me want to use the dopu line. Driving.....omg....use your turn signal...do not pass me on the right on the shoulder at a yield...you will probably kill someone including yourself driving that way...what are you doing? Yet, you lay on your horn at me like I'm doing something wrong and flip me off while I'm yielding to an oncoming car...for just 24 hrs I want a big steel bar attached to the front of my car and go ram people like you off the road... School zone...person riding my ass while I'm going 21mph in a 20mph school zone, you can suck it. There are kids everywhere I will not speed up no matter how close to my butt you get. I will laugh when you get pulled over though. You should know better. The zones on the way to the school zone are 35, then 30, then 20...all within 1 block of the school...you should have been way slowed down by the time you come up on my bumper anyway. You are dumb. Old man, I have an affinity for little cute old men. You, though, you are not cute and you were taking your sweet time so much so it seemed on purpose today in the under 12 items fast checkout lane. You set down your bird seed and waited to get your wallet out until she told you your total, then you counted out your cash and change and gave it to her. Then you did not move up so I could put down my 11 items, you used the conveyor belt-a-ma-jig to count out your cash and lay down the pile you took out of your wallet and line up all the similar bills. Organization is great. Um, but you had to have done that on purpose with your smirk on your face. The cashier kind of looked at me like um, I'm not sure what to do here. I don't say anything either. But why don't I? Because the few times I have said something to someone like that, It's been worse, so why bother. Just huff and breathe...and think of how you are actually in a bit of a hurry because you have to still get your daughter's prescription and pick her up from school in 20 minutes. Enough time had the organized gentleman in front of me have moved his ass. Wait, did he just look back and stare at me like he Really DID Know What He Was Doing? Why? What have I ever done to you? What was that even? grrrrrrrr So if 3 people piss me off in the few hours I'm out and about, then I'm pissy. I let them get to me. Which makes me even more mad. GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Three things I'm thankful for: SassyPants baseball game tonight with my bff and I don't have to cook dinner tonight. 3 things piss me off, 3 things I'm thankful for. It's called balance.